MY FIRST LOVE

Often in life you see many good looking people some your physically attracted by, others you just appreciate their beauty.

When i was a freshman in high school I used to look at all of these couples that had been together for years and wanted someone like that for myself..I was 16 and he was 18 a two year difference..But it made no difference to me or to him

I met him through my best mate . It was not love at first sight but the feeling i had the first time our eyes met was different to any thing i had felt before! It may sound corny but bare with me!.... I even remember the first nervous conversation we had!..i couldn't stop myself staring at him while he was talking to me..

The day ended & we got each others number.We carried on from there it felt as if we had known each other for ages!The day he asked me out was the happiest day of my life.We were together for 2 years & i had never been happier.The worst day of my life was when he had to move to other country together with his famiily and to succeed in his career.The worst thing was he did not tell me untill the week before.I thought about staying mad but it was my last week with being able to see him everyday so i quickly made up with him.That week i wanted it to go as slow as possible but as usual it went fast.I could not even say goodbye without blubbering all over him! I knew a long distance relationship would work out.But I was wrong we decided to split up after 1 months of hard work.We could not handle not being able to see each other everyday and it got us down.I think what we did was for the best..

After our broke up..i haven't heard about him for few years...but one day he sent me emails saying that he wanted us to be together again..i didn't write him back...but deeply in my heart i really wanted to talk to him...he continue sent me emails for few months but no reply from me so he decided to stop..(it was my fault)...

Three years after i recieved a wedding invitations from him...i was surprised but happy for him...i attended his wedding and saw him wearing a nice suit with a lovely smile on his face (it was my first time seeing him after our broke up) beside him a gorgeous lady staring at him lovingly...

He walked towards me ..felt nervous but i tried to act normal as it is...we were smiling on each other and "hi and how are you"...a simple words coming from our mouth but i know it was so meaningful..i said "congratulations" wish u a happy life ahead..But he slowly whisper on my ears.."you are in my heart no matter what, i wont forget u"..he kissed me on cheeks, smiled at me and walked away..

I cried in tears secretly deeply in my heart...that day i realized that he truly love me...