Alone
Where are u?.............
I keep waiting for you but u never come....
Loneliness is the worst phrase one can go through in life. It eats away at ones diginity and self confidence and is like a cancer that reaches out to every millimeter inside ones self.
Remedies are few, and sometimes so complicated that hope in using them is defeated. Its scary to be alone.
The feeling of not having someone close to share happiness, sorrow, anger and the humdrum things in life makes the tears flow unstoppably..
I'm so afraid of being alone and im wondering if its possible for anybody to love me?....whats wrong with me?...sometimes life just doesnt make any sense..
No one here to wipe my tears in my eyes and hold me tight so no more sorrow, no more cry, no more death, no more pain...but where are u?....sometimes...when i say, "im okay" I want someone to look into my eyes, hug me tight and say..." i know u are not"...
I don't think anyone will ever love me. I'm too much hard work. I don't want to be alone though. I want someone to love and care for me . I try to be open for men to notice me but all I get is big liars .
MAYBE...i just cant trust anyone enough to let them get close to me anymore for fear they will hurt me again as this always seems to be the case in my life..i always put everything into a relationship only to end up having it thrown back in my face and being really badly hurt ...so now i am in a really dark place where i am completely alone and crushed....
I really hope Mr. Right comes along someday...
People may say no one ever died of a broken heart, but when you're suffering from one, it sure doesn't feel that way--at least initially.....................
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