Sunday, September 4, 2011

I have been wondering what to write about, I had good intentions of blathering on about something that is interesting about myself, but, right now I am somewhat tired, and am in an ambiguous mood. This week I am feeling ultra feminine and pretty. But, I also feel powerful and strong...

I have been fighting the urge to jump into some post break-up quickie, and am enjoying  the beauty of men chasing me. I just don't know whether to run fast or slow .I guess it depends on who I want to catch me. AND if I want to be caught.

Explaining the Dark Twin thing could be complicated.I have both a light and a dark side. One of Flesh one that is spiritual. The dark seems to explore the more sexual and is completely different than my lighter side. So being the dark twin-- It is just a facet of my personality, that seems to be more prevelant since my last relationship....

Loveless/abusive relationships are hard to fathom. So when we broke up, I decided I was done with pretending for people. I would embrace my personalities, light and dark and see where the road would take me.

I am Biggie, I am just contemplating how bad of a girl I want to be. Because truth be known, I can be very bad. I just need some time to protect my heart. As naughty as I am, I am not a stone cold bitch either (though it would come in handy, and I would truly love to throw some diva out there) But, alas the Light-twin in me usually keeps me on a tight leash.

 

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